Some where not a long way away, I can feel that when I'm dreaming I go there. I wish I could stay, cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place, where I can say that I'm free. One of this sweetest emosions you can feel is freedom. It's not just so much as freedom, you feel free. Some thing my life, is deeply lacking, Why though?
If I could stay asleep, it would be okay because when I'm dreaming I can see your face, and I can talk to you. And we can be with each other.
I've gained a lot in my life, But I've lost so much more... I wish I could escape from this nightmare, that I can't wake up from. Only because it's all too real. There's a hunger in me longing to escape, and to fly to your side, Forever at your side. I feel I could concocer the world, but alas your not with me. Were you ever? Yes... once I suppose, though I can't remember because I left you in the past. Only the past I left you in was not my own, but why couldn't it of been? This I'm not sure of, I doubt I'll ever be aware of any of this, because no one has any answers in this world, just too many people who never stop asking why? I'm one of them, I don't ask it out loud, only inside of myself, inside my mind. I wish I could answer all of these questions on my own, but I can't even begin to confort myself about my misories.. My sawrows.
My life, Why you left me all alone, when you could have chose to stay with me, you didn't care, so why should I? I need to learn to take these dreams all of them, and make them mine. To stand on a moutain side by myslef and feel free, for real. Not just in unreality, but in reality. Forever to feel free, with no worrys. Is that possible for one to do, after losing every thing? But I havn't gotten to that point yet, I still have you with me... In my heart, forever your at my side, little by little I can place another piece to this mysterious puzzle called life.
I'll miss you forever, just like I have. But I can't let it bother me forever, I've met you once, and have been warned. Though didn't heed those warnings, and I now while I stand here thinking of this I wish I had, but then again...
why should I? I need to feel free, move on, and enjoy my life whle I still have one to live and enjoy and learn from my mistakes and take my problems and worrys and throw them away.
I'm strong enough to... Take myself higher.

My Message to the World